I "REALLY" Hate The Bluesky

Well, there goes one another person left my life... I'm losing them one by one... my friends,my soulmates,my influenced person, and all the people that what is said by them is important for me... and this means, i have less choices to ran on to...less place i can go for my grieve...and buried all my burdens...share my happiness... though in the end i still know that i don't have anyone else except me and family... is my world only a house sized?? Hell,NO! but what do i have for options??

Maybe is just a gift that has been given to me... I'm a super talented in annoying people... Get close real fast as fast as i ended up losing them again... It's just some kind a disease, don't know why-don't know how...it's just did... and im really getting bored of all this.. this casualties taken me part by part... ripping me to pieces and left me nothing but a feeling of sorry for myself... And again,where should i go to share this??? would you?